It Wasn't A Bad Day.

lol. Yeah, i survived. :)

I was still really nervous and everything, but i didn't feel like people were judging me and i didn't make an idiot of myself, which are things i worry about.

I was pretty highly-strung today though. I couldn't help that. I overthink things too much.

I haven't made any friends yet. That's something i struggle with too.

But it's good that we don't have to wear school uniforms (i feel much more relaxed in my own clothes). The teachers i had today were pretty nice. The maths teacher was helpful and was constantly walking around the room to help people (which i didn't see at my old school). The atmosphere was more relaxed. The hours won't be as long and i'll get Fridays off too (at least for the next few weeks).

I can't tell if things will work out yet, but a day here was marginally better than a day at my old school. :P

I got home tired after what felt like a really long day. I was lying in bed watching TV at around 7 o'clock and i actually fell asleep for half an hour. I must have been tired for realsies cos i never do that.



Shortly after school i went to my gay youth group thingy. We had more people show up this time than usual and that was good. Everyone there is really nice and going there is something fun to do. We're currently making a poster for our group that we can put up in schools and around the city so that people who might need a group like this, can know that we exist.



Thanks for the comments and emails. It means a lot. I'll get around to responding to emails once i have time. Right now, i just don't feel like sitting here for an hour typing replies. But i've read everything and it does mean a lot, so thanks.

Okay, i'm off. I'm tired. I would have posted earlier but my Mum wouldn't let me have the computer. :/

much love

Sleeeeeepp.

A few of you may have misinterpreted yesterday's post.

I have no intention of stopping blogging. :D



I've now changed the sidebar colour for the first time :O, and also added a picture link for MB Words. I might add a couple more links and rearrange things soon.



Had a really crappy night's sleep. It's becoming a trend. :(

I'm going to bed at 12 but not getting to sleep until around 2am. I know for some of you that's normal, but i like being an early riser and i want to sleep earlier. :(

So i try to get up early so i'll be tired at night and be able to sleep, but i'm so fuckin tired in the morning i can't manage to drag myself out of bed. I hit the snooze button about half a dozen times today.

I turned on the TV as well, and apparently somehow had a dream that mixed with what was on TV. There was a fashion segment on TV, and in my dream i worked in the fruit section of a supermarket, and there was a guy going around judging people's clothes. :/

Oh well. I'm off.

love.

Garden Cats. :P

I slept in this morning. :(

I hate sleeping in. I just cut a few hours out of a day i should be enjoying. Sadness

Anyways, i've got Monday off from school cos it's a public holiday, so long weekend! :D



I just came in from being out in my backyard with my cats. It was raining last night so everything was damp and dewy and had a nice smell. Thank God we're finally getting some rain. Victoria needs it.

Anyways, i of course had my camera with me. Here are some photos i just took. I took over a hundred so it was hard to pick just a 'few'. :P



Balancing cat. :)



It's pretty awesome how spiders can turn leaves into homes.

Eating grass. Mmm.



View from Jemima.



View from Tiger.

Looking wistfully into the distance. :P



Watching birds.

ZOMG. Whose hand is that? :O

Rolling in the dirt.



lol

lol



Detail. :)

love.

Ugh.

It was soooooooo hot today.

I hate hot days. On cold days, you can easily warm up, but on hot days, you can't cool down easily without some sort of... electronic air conditioning machine (which i don't have). lol

So i was melting... melting for most of the day. :/

I HATE hot days. Aaaaahh!



I also woke up at 5 AM today! :O

I was feeling really sick and had a bad pain, but i'm okay now. It just woke me up. Then i started watching TV and a repeat of one of my favourite shows was on early in the morning. ^_^

So i've been pretty dreary today. But i guess that's good cos it should reset my body clock after a few late nights. I need to be up and ready for my 9 AM optometrist appointment tomorrow so i can shower and practice with my eye-jabbing etc.

And i love being an early-riser. :)



Now something weird is happening. Almost every day i experience some sort of deja vu. Does anyone else ever feel like that?

I can be doing something totally random, and all of a sudden i'll just freeze and be like, 'What the hell? This is so familiar...' It's like i've already done it before.

It's creeping me out. o_O

Sometimes i feel like i've dreamt about it before it happens...

I dunno. I'm probably weirding everyone out right now. *shuts up



K thanks for all the kind words regarding my milestone. It means a lot. *hugs

I'm also thinking of ditching ===>mirrorboy<=== for something less... fancy. lol

The only reason i ever went with that one was because Landyn was the only person to respond to my post about possible signatures and suggested that one.

Any ideas for a new one?

Oh and speaking of Landyn, he's still alive and just posted after a month! OMG! haha

If you haven't read his blog before, go have a look and get to know the most awesome person in the world. :)



K well. That was a lot of random crap for one post aye.

Byebye.

Uuuuugh.

My head feels really dizzy and headachey...



It's probably from those recent late nights spent talking to Jake. He's stays up til 3 or 4, and yet i'm an early riser. I still end up going to bed past midnight.

Ugh... I need a good sleep.



Anyways, that pic is my new profile pic. I decided to change it for the new year. I think it's pretty cool.



And whether you like my new relationship or not, i'm glad most of you support me. <3

Thanks.

K... Going to bed now.