Saturday, April 11, 2009

wow!

omfg! A fantastic day! I met up with one of my online friends and his cute boyfriend! In real life! Gay friends! Hanging out! Can u believe it - I FINALLY GOT MY HUG! Actually, i got 2! Really great guys and we spent the day in the city with my mum and cuz. Tho after my mum realized they werent pedos i got to hang with them by myself. Got some food and bought some nice clothes and shoes. It was awesome... I gotta say, this trip is doing wonders 4 me. I used 2 just feel so pathetic every day and feel like there was no hope 4 me. But now i feel like a new person. I needed this. I really did. Otherwise i would have ended up... just giving up on life. But every day has just been amazing. This place is amazing. There is hope 4 me yet! Lotsa love!!!

13 comments:

Col said...

You wouldn't believe how happy I am for you. Your post made me cry; I am that happy!! (sad eh?)

Baz said...

Hugs as well! Really pleased for you.

You're getting a taste of your future. You know which direction you're going. Never lose sight of that.

Luv, Baz

Jake Annonymous said...

long time reader-first time commenter, im pretty sure im your biggest fan.

xthecouragex said...

well i'm glad your mom is cool enough to let you even meet them, I know my mom would have never been like that a few years ago.

But I'm still glad you're enjoying the city...of course you wont read this til after, so I guess I'm happy you were still enjoying it at this time. haha

love youuuuu

and happy easter

Mirrorboy said...

haha i am seeing them. I figured out how to mod them frm my phone:)

Aek said...

So many things have happened for you on this trip! ^_^

Sometimes an "escape from life" is all one really needs. I hope the rest of your trip goes just as well!

P.S. Don't forget to take pics while you're there, so you can show us the city!

PoisonedHappiness said...

I so envy you and I'm so happy with you :)

naturgesetz said...

Glad it's going so well for you.

Happy Easter.

Highwayman said...

It's gr8 that you've been able to get out into civilization and see that they're not all close-minded . Have a happy easter.

cvn70 said...

mboy

so happy you got those hugs and i only wish one of them was from me :) You deserve a thousand of them and you will have many more in your life

i am so glad this trip and experience has allowed you to see more of this world and what oppurtunites ther are out here for many of you

Now can you get Mom to move ther also :) She sounds so wonderful for letting you have some time with some online friends irl. I myself just had a similar experience and ain't it grand to spend time with those you have come to know and trust.

the future is only getting to brighter for you and i hope this trip shows you that.

you are doing more shopping in a couple days than i do all year. lol

take care and be safe

bob

Planetx_123 said...

Awesome-- its great to have a new perspective on life and the world. Its something I think many on here have tried to impart-- but its something you really have to experience, and can only learn on your own. The world is a big big wonderful place! Im so happy for you-

Love,
Steve

Kevin Wilson said...

I hope that when you return home, some of what you are experiencing now helps you in your day to day life - especially now that your mum has met two of your online friends and approves.

Jeremy said...

I'm glad you are having a good time, you deserve every bit of happiness you can get :)

hugs
Jeremy