Wednesday, May 27, 2009


There's too much shit on my mind. I'm taking a break from blogging. I dunno when i'll be back. If anything important happens i'll post. I'll probly still be reading blogs as well.


Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Apparently I Get Tuesdays Off As Well.

Woke up this morning, and as per usual, went back to sleep for half an hour before i got out of bed. Had my shower and washed my hair. Got out and dried myself. Put on my shirt and jumper. Went back to the bathroom and looked at (picked on) myself in the mirror for a good 10 minutes. Gelled my my hair, put in my contacts, brushed my teeth. Put on my jeans and had breakfast. Grabbed my mobile, iPod, wallet, tissues, keys, lunch, and got into my Grandma's car. We went down to school, and, as per usual, could not find a park. Headed inside the school and up the 2 flights of steps and went to the year 10 office.

And there i was informed that i don't have any classes today. lol

But while i was there i got my classes sorted out. I get Tuesdays and Fridays off. Mondays 9am-1pm. Wednesdays 9am-11am. Thursdays 9am-1pm. It's because i'm coming in halfway through the term, that some of the classes just weren't suitable.

It's a good thing (not just cos i get free time etc etc.) but this will help ease me back into a situation that was quite traumatic for me before.

1st semester ends in 5 or so weeks, and after that my hours at school will go up. eg. monday will turn into a 9am-4pm day.

Had my psych appointment today. We're working on how i see myself. Why i focus on all the bad things and struggle to find good things about myself. Why i hate everything about my body, and other fun stuff like that. I'm incredibly negative about myself. I make derogatory comments about myself all the time without even realising it. I think working with the psychologists will help me.

If it doesn't, i'm fucked. lol

But anyways. I've held it together for this long. I'm a fighter.

Still nervous about tomorrow.


Monday, May 25, 2009

It Wasn't A Bad Day.

lol. Yeah, i survived. :)

I was still really nervous and everything, but i didn't feel like people were judging me and i didn't make an idiot of myself, which are things i worry about.

I was pretty highly-strung today though. I couldn't help that. I overthink things too much.

I haven't made any friends yet. That's something i struggle with too.

But it's good that we don't have to wear school uniforms (i feel much more relaxed in my own clothes). The teachers i had today were pretty nice. The maths teacher was helpful and was constantly walking around the room to help people (which i didn't see at my old school). The atmosphere was more relaxed. The hours won't be as long and i'll get Fridays off too (at least for the next few weeks).

I can't tell if things will work out yet, but a day here was marginally better than a day at my old school. :P

I got home tired after what felt like a really long day. I was lying in bed watching TV at around 7 o'clock and i actually fell asleep for half an hour. I must have been tired for realsies cos i never do that.

Shortly after school i went to my gay youth group thingy. We had more people show up this time than usual and that was good. Everyone there is really nice and going there is something fun to do. We're currently making a poster for our group that we can put up in schools and around the city so that people who might need a group like this, can know that we exist.

Thanks for the comments and emails. It means a lot. I'll get around to responding to emails once i have time. Right now, i just don't feel like sitting here for an hour typing replies. But i've read everything and it does mean a lot, so thanks.

Okay, i'm off. I'm tired. I would have posted earlier but my Mum wouldn't let me have the computer. :/

much love

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Here's The Full Story.

Stuff it. Some people's opinions mean shit to me anyway.

This is most likely the most personal post i've made so i hope i don't regret this.

As you might have noticed, i've been home during the day during the last few months. That's cos i left my old school a while ago. I got sick of being 'the gay kid' and the other names you can think of to describe that. I got sick of being at a place where people hated me. I got sick of the name-calling and people saying things about me behind my back and laughing at me and throwing things at me and making fun of me. It wore me down till i was a fragile mess and some days just literally couldn't get out of bed in the morning. When i broke down one morning at the kitchen table it was quite obvious to both me and my Mum that i couldn't do it any more.

So i didn't go back to school again.

Why? Because i would have had a breakdown. My psychologists diagnosed me with Adjustment Disorder cos of what had happened to me and everyone in my life felt it was the right decision just to remove me from school and get away from that crap.

I was sad and anxious all the time and barely spoke to anyone.

That was a few months ago and since then i've been feeling better. I was removed from a stressful situation and i've slowly felt happier and less worried/anxious/sad etc.

Tomorrow, i start at a new place. It's not a mainstream school because it teaches careers and skills as well as education and takes all ages over 16.

I'm nervous as hell. Not just cos i'm going to a new school, in the middle of a term but cos of this...

My psychologists also diagnosed me with body dysmorphic disorder and social phobia. They often go hand-in-hand and are an awful combination. I know what they're talking about is for real because it describes how i feel perfectly.

from wikipedia

Body dysmorphic disorder ... is a psychiatric disorder in which the affected person is excessively concerned about and preoccupied by an imagined or minor defect in their physical features. The sufferer may complain of several specific features or a single feature, or a vague feature or general appearance, causing psychological distress that impairs occupational and/or social functioning, sometimes to the point of complete social isolation. It is estimated that 1–2% of the world's population meet all the diagnostic criteria for BDD...

It's a serious thing.

The disorder is linked to significantly diminished quality of life and co-morbid major depressive disorder and social phobia. With a completed-suicide rate more than double than that of major depression, and a suicidal ideation rate of around 80%, BDD is considered a major risk factor for suicide

As for me, i hate everything about myself and how i look. I've hinted to that before.

Then there's the social phobia.

Social anxiety disorder, also known as social anxiety or social phobia is a diagnosis within psychiatry and other mental health professions referring to excessive social anxiety (anxiety in social situations) causing abnormally considerable distress and impaired ability to function in at least some areas of daily life. The diagnosis can be of a specific disorder (when only some particular situations are feared) or a generalized disorder. Generalized social anxiety disorder typically involves a persistent, intense, and chronic fear of being judged by others and of potentially being embarrassed or humiliated by one's own actions. These fears can be triggered by perceived or actual scrutiny by others. While the fear of social interaction may be recognized by the person as excessive or unreasonable, considerable difficulty can be encountered overcoming it.

That's me exactly. While i'm doing this, for those who keep asking, that ^ is why i don't show/post pics.

So, i worry about how i look a lot thanks to the body dysmorphia. And cos of the social phobia, i'm incredibly stressed and worried that people will judge me on how i act or look and it will be hard to feel comfortable and make friends.

So going to a new place for an education, will be incredibly hard for me, and that's what has been on my mind recently.

It's almost bedtime. When i wake up, it's time to get ready for school and i'm hoping i'll be okay. I'm terrified that i won't fit in, or that things will go the same way that they did at my old school. Plus, there's the tinyyyy fact that i'm a homosexual and that fucked up my life before. It's times like this that i wish i weren't gay.

My psychologists have given me a few tips to help reduce my stress and anxiety etc. so we'll just have to see how i go.

Wish me luck cos i'm sure as hell gonna need it.



I really don't have anything interesting to post about these days. :(

The major thing in my life right now, even though it's always on my mind, i can't post about, because some people who know me in real life know about my blog and i'd prefer them not knowing about it.

So that kinda sucks. I wish i could be anonymous again, but i can't, now that people know who i am.

I've got nothing to post about.


Friday, May 22, 2009

It's My Birthday (in case you didn't already know). :P

Yeah woot woot. :P

I didn't do much. After my psych appointment Mum bought me a Wii game, and then we did grocery shopping and had dinner with my Grandma at a restaurant.

Probly the best thing though, was all the love you guys showed me.

I really wasn't expecting anything, but you guys were really sweet. :)

I got texts from people with my number, emails from readers and friends and some of you bloggers even made posts for me. *feels really really special* :)

to everyone who cared about me.

Here are some of my fav posts. :D

AJ. My best buddy. loves u heaps :)

Col Col Cauliflower. ;)

Tylerrrrrrrrr. Posted some hair pics for me. :D

DW. One of my best pals. :)

Seth knows what mboy likes. ^_^

That's right i refer to myself
in 3rd person. lol

And this freakin awesome post from deejohn of westasian. Pure awesomeness. *loves* ^_^

Much love everyone, from mboy. I'm honoured to know you all. :)

note, i changed my profile pic again. :P

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Oi! Guess What.

I turn 16 tomorrow. :)

The only thing interesting about that number, is that it's also the age of consent for my state (even for gays). Woot woot.

Suck on that, other countries and states! lol

Of course that means nothing to me anyway. I've got no one to mess around with. :(

Anyhoo, i'm not doing anything special (other than another psychologists appointment. woot woot). I doubt i'll have a party, and i'm pretty sure i won't be getting many presents.

And for all the people who have been asking, there isn't really a way for you to send me anything. I'm pretty sure Amazon won't send here (the credits i already have i will trade for real moneys with Bob once i get a paypal account). So don't worry about it.

I guess you could buy me some porn. haha

That's all. :)


Wednesday, May 20, 2009


Just some photos i took. Sorry if the quality is bad in some of them but it is only a digital camera. :P
Some more 'balancing cat'. ^ Jemima.

Tiger would not be able to do that. ^ lol
Big black eyes. ^
Hehehehehe. ^

Fatcat. ^

Jemima. She's not as photogenic. ^ :P
I only posted these cos i hadn't posted for a while, and couldn't think of anything else. :)

Monday, May 18, 2009

Religion. Yup. Here We Go!

I haven't posted about this yet cos it's really hard to put what i think into words. lol

Forgive me if i don't make sense!!

I'll just get to it, cut the cheese, cut to the chase, jump in the deep end, fry the egg, stamp the poodle... nevermind

What do i believe? Well, i believe in an afterlife. I like to believe in an afterlife. I like the thought that there is something beyond this life and that we don't just drop dead and that's the end.

I don't really believe in a God/Gods though. I don't believe in any religion. I don't believe that some almighty being is watching us as we go about our lives and is listening to our thoughts and prayers. I don't believe in someone/something telling us what is right and what is wrong. I don't like it that we're told we have to live our life by a set of rules or we'll endure an eternity of agonising hell, literally.

There's the whole 'being gay is a sin thing'. (Yes i made up a word) Religians can say that if i wanna be sodomised then i'm going against God and sinning. Well sorryyyyy but why would God make being gay a sin, and then make ME gay, dooming me before i was born?

Also, if there is a God, why can't He just show us? lol

I also believe in evolution. And i see humans just as animals, albeit rather smart ones.

Things like that don't make sense to me.

BUT i do get why some people do believe in religion. In defense, i realize that The Bible and stories like that are open to interpretation.

I'm not going to get into that cos that's not the focus of the post and i know a lot of people are aching to rebut my views right now. :)

And now might be a good time to say that i'm only 15 and don't know everything, so don't POUNCE on me for what i think. :D

I don't hate religion. I used to cos i saw it as a way to attack/spread hatred for others and use your religious beliefs as a shield. But i see now that not everyone is an extremist. lol. And i'm very accepting.

And i would love it if everyone could believe what they want to believe... but not force it upon others.

Religion actually really interests me, a lot. Beliefs and everything are such a fascinating thing for me. I'm intrigued by how people interpret religious stories and all that.

The Sunday night religious program was on my radio last night, and i ended up lying in bed listening to the whole thing, and it went till 2am. They were having a good discussion, with several points of view, and people were calling in with all sorts of beliefs and questions. It was good fun. lol

At one point they were talking about The Bible and how some of it was fact, like Jesus did live and was crucified, and that other parts were stories that are meant to guide us, like Adam and Eve or Noah's Ark. I undertand that. :)

Religion is one of my interests and that's why i like blogs like Just Me, Naturgesetz and Where I Stand. I have had some quite interesting discussions with some of these guys. lol

So yeah, umm... Does this post have a point?


I'm pretty sure i made no sense.


Sunday, May 17, 2009

Plugs and B'days.

Oh hai!

Thanks for all the comments on my last post. They make me feel all warm and fuzzy. lol ^_^

It did take a week's worth of effort, so your comments made it feel worth it. Thanks. :)

Unfortunately while i was working on the super-post i couldn't plug any blogs and we've had a couple new ones join the community recently. In most cases, if bloggers don't get an audience soon, they'll just disappear, and we don't want that!!

These guys have only made a dozen posts each so now's a good time to get on board and make them feel welcome!

Coming Out (On The Net) - By AJ. He's 16 and bi. :)

Beneath An Orange Sky - By Joe. He's 16 and gay. :)

Also, there are a bunch of birthdays in May!

Jake - 8th.

AJ - Today! Happy birthday buddy!

Aek - 21st.

Me! - 22nd.

And i'm sure there were others... but i can't remember them at the moment. lol. Leave a comment if yours is in May and i'll add you to the list! :P

That is all for now. :)


Thursday, May 14, 2009

200th Post! 200 Random Facts About Me!

Okayz. First of all, congratulations to me! lol. 200 posts is a lot!

Sorry this took so long. But it was soooooooooooooo harrrrrdddddddd. It's 200 facts about me. I tried to make them all somewhat interesting, and i didn't want to have any repeats either.

I did my best and it took me a week of work and frustration. :/

Oh yeah btw, all these are true. :D

And before we get into it, i wanna thank Seth, Aek and Reilly. They were really helpful by giving me some ideas. Trev, Seb, Dan and Paul also helped too. I guess people could see that i was suffering and they took pity on me. lol

Anyway, you'd better enjoy this! *serious face*

It was a lot of work.

I hope there are no spelling mistakes...

Starting with the basics...

1. I am an only child.

2. I live with my Mum.

3. No, i never met my Dad.

4. I live on the coast of Australia in a small city.

5. I have 2 cats.

6. I turn 16 on the 22nd of May.

7. I want to be an author (preferably famous lol).

8. As a job, i would like to be a journalist.

9. I want to leave my city as soon as i can.

10. My favourite colour is pink. 2nd is red, 3rd is black.

11. My favourite TV show is 30 Rock. I also like Dexter, Lost, Mythbusters and Heroes.

12. My favourite type of music is techno.

13. I'm short-sighted so i wear glasses or contacts.

14. I have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder.

15. And yes, i lick the spoon.

Now on to less basic things. :)

16. I call my cat Tiger 'fatcat' and my cat Jemima 'fincat'. :)

17. I have one pink pillow and one green pillow, pink sheets and a green doona.

18. My Mum used to have a stalker.

19. When i was really young i wanted to be a clown... then an actor, and then a chiropractor.

20. I have to wash and wipe anything i'm go to eat off, or eat with, or drink out of... unless i'm eating out. (nothing sexual there i assure you) :P

21. I love tennis. I suck at playing.

22. I'm terribly uncoordinated and clumsy. I have trouble even using a knife and fork correctly.

23. I own a Nintendo Wii, a Nintendo Gamecube, a Nintendo 64, a Super Nintendo, and a Game Boy Advance.

24. I have 4 email addresses.

25. My least favourite music is country.

26. I don't like eating meat... but i do still eat it.

27. I've got blue eyes and brown hair.

28. My hair grows way too fast and it's too thick.

29. I hate getting haircuts.

30. I've never been on an aeroplane.

31. My family doesn't own a car, so my Grandma has to drive us places.

32. My Grandma knows i'm gay and is fine with it... but we don't talk about it.

33. My Grandma still says 'God Bless' when she says goodbye to me. She must think there's hope for me yet. ;)

34. My Grandma is Catholic.

35. When i was little i would go to church most weekends with my Grandma.

36. I would get bored at church, and make origami. lol

37. There are 91 people on my msn list, and i've deleted a lot of others. :P

38. I love rain, and storms! :D

39. My favourite celebrities are Shaun Micallef and Natalie Bassingthwaighte.

40. My favourite food is chocolate.

41. I've never been outside of my state.

42. I swear a lot. lol

43. I DESPISE bananas. They're disgusting.

44. I've got small hands and feet. (don't compare to other parts of my anatomy lol)

45. I feel uncomfortable if i'm not wearing shoes. (unless i'm in bed)

46. In fact, i feel uncomfortable if i'm not wearing a bunch of clothes, so i'm almost always in a jacket and shoes and socks (plus other stuff of course).

47. I bought my first pair of jeans when i was in Melbourne.

48. I got my first pair of sunglasses in Melbourne, cos i'd only recently gotten contacts.

49. 49 is my favourite number. :)

50. I have had 5 cats - Tiger and Jemima, Miticus (Mit), Cosmo, and Oscar.

51. Oscar never liked me, and he ran away one day. I was too young to really care. lol

52. Cosmo disappeared as well.

53. I loved Mit, but one day he just disappeared too. It broke my heart. :(

54. That's why i always freak out when my cats don't come home at night. Sometimes i will cry because i'm so worried something has happened to them, like the others.

55. I love my cats a lot. In fact i love them more than most people. lol

56. I keep my money under a trinket box on my bedside table.

57. I have 2 radios beside my bed. One acts as a radio, and the other as an alarm.

58. The furthest i've been from my city is Melbourne, and that's only about 4 hours drive away.

59. I read the Lord of the Rings books when i was about 11 or 12.

60. I've got a big family.

61. I love American sitcoms like Everybody Loves Raymond and Seinfeld.

62. I get email notification for every comment on all of my blogs, so even if you delete a comment, i have a copy in my inbox. :)

63. I wish i was shorter.

64. I love soft drink too much.

65. I say hungee for hungry, angee for angry etc. :)

66. I'm scared of heights and i freak out around spiders, and i hate blood.

67. I went on a Ferris Wheel once and i was scared as hell.

68. All the clothes my Mum buys for me are too big.

69. My cats can always tell when i'm sad and one will come and snuggle with me.

70. I have an electric blanket on my bed.

71. I've lived in 4 houses.

72. One of them was cursed or haunted or something. Bad times...

73. I punch my pillow when i'm angry.

74. I once was in a carpark and people left their car and they forgot to but the handbrake on, so their car slipped down the road and smashed into another car. And i saw it. :O

75. I think my cats are better-looking than average cats. :)

76. I sleep on my side.

77. I'm really self-conscious and i pick on myself a lot. :/

78. I've got low self-esteem.

79. My year 8 English teacher is the one who turned me on to writing and if it weren't for her i never would have written anything.

80. She was also my support at school and i could look to her for help and/or advice.

81. I found out about the gay youth group from her.

82. When i was little i would fill up balloons and rubber gloves with water.

83. I even remember taking them to the bath with me sometimes to play with. :/ lol

84. I need a tan. :P

85. I used to burn things.

86. And i would light candles and dip my fingers in hot wax. Then play with it. :)

87. And i was greatly intrigued by fireplaces.

88. I always wished i had a brother or sister.

89. Simple things can put me in a bad mood.

90. I wish i had punched a certain someone in the face.

91. It annoys me when people add me on msn and then don't say hello.

92. I'm really good at procrastination. :D

93. I spend my money on games. :P

94. I talk to myself.

95. I've got bad circulation and my hands and feet get cold easy.

96. I usually wake up in the morning with really cold feet. :/

97. I invented a word for cute animals - 'pugee', pronounced pai-gee.

98. My favourite band was the Rogue Traders... before they split.

99. My eyes twitch when i'm nervous.

100! I've thought about closing my blog down recently.

101. Several of my school friends were 'okay' with me to my face, but harboured some pretty strong hatred for gays.

102. Smoking turns me off.

103. I don't like drinking or drugs.

104. All 3 exist in my family.

105. I was outed on 2 separate occasions, both by accident.

106. My cat gives me nose kisses. :)

107. I've never done anything remotely sexual with anyone.

108. If i could have a superpower it would be the power to turn back time.

109. I don't have a 'type' of boy that i like. I don't have any preferences.

110. The last movie i saw at the cinema was the latest Narnia one.

111. I like coffee-flavoured things but i don't like actual coffee.

112. I feel good when i see gay characters on tv... unless they're evil or dying or something. :/ lol

113. I have pages full of notes about my story scattered around my computer desk.

114. I cry easily when people die in tv shows.

115. I'm an early riser... well i try to be.

I'm stuck already. :(

116. The first thing i do after i've gotten up is feed the cats.

117. I comfort eat.

118. Posters cover one wall of my bedroom.

119. I've got a double-bed. Wanna share? ;D

120. I've had the same digital watch for years.

121. The last game i bought was Metroid Prime for the Wii.

122. My favourite author is Eoin Colfer.

123. When i was little i would always have to sleep facing left, or i would have nightmares.

124. There are 444 songs on my iPod.

125. I go through about 5 boxes of tissues a week. :P

126. I don't like multiples of 5.

127. When i was younger i would always sip from drinks in multiples of 4.

128. My cat knocks on doors when he wants to come in.

129. I'm the one who has to set up stuff like DVD players and TVs in my house.

130. My family spends Christmas at my Grandma's house.

131. One of my cousins has had a baby.

132. I grow lettuce in my backyard.

133. My favourite drink is Schweppes lemonade. *orgasm* lol

134. I really like longer hair. :)

135. My favourite ice-cream is coffee. :P

136. The walls in my house are cream (colour). lol

137. I like video game music, like kirby. :)

138. I don't like facial hair.

139. I use smilies a lot. :D

140. I don't believe in religion but i do believe in an afterlife.

This is soooooooooo harrrrdd.

141. The only bone i've broken was my little finger... at mini-golf. -_-

142. I once had an allergic reaction to medicine and ended up in the casualty ward at a hospital.

143. My feet have high arches. :(

144. My favourite game series is Paper Mario.

145. Oh, i've got a gay cousin. :P

146. Between Mario and Luigi, i choose Luigi.

147. I've been caught wanking... more than once too. lol

148. I like eating plain pasta.

149. My favourite subject is English.

150. My weapon of choice is a bow. :)

151. Music cheers me up... unless it's sad music. lol

152. I've never drank alcohol or smoked.

153. My favourite day of the week is Friday. :D

154. I'm a Rooster and a Gemini.

155. My Mum used to read Enid Blyton books to me as a kid.

156. I like plastic cutlery. :P

157. My favourite fast food is La Porchetta's. (pizza) :)

158. I can make an origami lily from memory.

159. I've never kissed a guy.

160. My Mum has really long hair that goes past her waist.

161. My favourite time of day is nighttime.

162. I haven't had chickenpox.

163. My favourite vegetable is cauliflower.

164. I don't like big dogs.

165. I am obviously a cat person. :)

166. I still have weird dreams most nights.

167. I like pizza with sauce, ham, cheese and olives. :)

168. I have said 'lol' in real life.

169. And sometimes i feel compulsed to use smilies while writing. :O

170. I probably won't get piercings, and i definitely don't want a tattoo. ouch

171. I wear my watch on my right hand, and i'm right handed.

172. The first thing i wash in the shower is my hair.

173. I'm allergic to really sour things.

174. I eat cereal for breakfast OMG.

175. The clock on my bedside table is 6-7 minutes fast.

176. I slept in a tent at camp once, and in the morning a huge spider was in my bag. I scrambled out and couldn't enter the tent again for half an hour.

177. I like showers more than baths.

178. I know a little French.

179. My favourite accent is Spanish. :)

180. I like Winter more than Summer.

181. My favourite smiley is Tongue Smiley. :P

182. Improper grammar annoys me. :P

183. I can't help correcting people when they make writing mistakes. :)

184. I wrap my legs around things when i'm in bed.

185. I haven't had a wet dream. :O

186. My cats follow me when i go outside.

187. My cat Tiger is snuggled in the chair next to me while i type this.

188. I have 2 middle names.

189. I like Futurama more than The Simpsons.

190. My next story's working title is Hope Hurts.

Here are some pervy ones for you then. ;)

191. I've tasted it, and it's gross. :P

192. Trimmed.

193. Almost 6 inches. lol

194. Uncut.

195. Briefs.

196. Bottom.

197. About 3 times a day. ;)

198. I've done it in every room of my house. :D

Almost done!

199. I really love comments. They are mini-orgasms.

200. I still want a boyfriend more than anything.


I'd better get loads of comments on this, bitches. lol

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Activism ftw.

Well, lots to say, for once. :O

First though, i'ma wish happy birthday to Jake! I loves u (moar)!

Secondly, unfortunately, kiwi has decided to stop blogging. I'll miss you heaps buddy. You are super-coooooooll. And in the short time i knew you, you had a very positive impact on me. *loves*

Anyways, i thought i'd let you know how my gay youth group thingy is going. :)

Though most of you who ask about it are only interested to know if there are any cute boys. :P

So it hadn't been on for few weeks, but i went yesterday. There were only a few of us but we still got some stuff done. The woman who runs it is also really cool and is helping me out with private stuff. :)

Anyways, what we're doing at the moment is contacting businesses around our city, and finding out if they'd be interested in putting a rainbow sticker on their front window. Just so they can show that their business is a same-sex-attracted friendly place. We reckon that people who feel so shunned in this small-minded community of ours will feel a little better when they see our rainbow stickers. :D

We sent out a couple dozen letters to places a few weeks ago, but we got no replies. D:

So yesterday was spent phoning and asking and following-up. We got a few yes's and one downright no with no explanation. hmph. lol. Some managers didn't even get the letter. And lots just weren't there to ask. Kinda frustrating. But we're being active. :)

Activism is fun. It's built into gays isn't it? lol

So yeah, it's fun. :)

Hmm yeah. So next post up is my 200th post, 200 random facts special. I'll see how i go, but i may have to improvise or something. :P


Saturday, May 2, 2009

Home Alone.

Yeah. My Mum went on a trip so i've got the house to myself alllll weekend. ;D

And while Mum's away, Mboy plays... Yes. I made very good use of my time today! Muahaahaahaahaaaaaaa

I baked patty cakes. :D

I would take photos but my Mum took the camera with her so i can't.

But they are very yummy and i am a full boy. :)

Also, my friend is coming over for the day tomorrow. So i really won't be getting up to anything out of the usual. :P

I can only make one more post before my 200th special is due, so i might have to space it out for a while until i'm ready. haha. But i'm gonna make a post on MBWords soon and if you don't comment you're out of the family!

This guy keeps bugging me to plug his blog cos he doesn't have enough views. haha

He's actually a decent guy and he lives in New Zealand. And as we all know, New Zealanders are the most awesome people on the planet! :D


Oh, and i've had a few cool dreams recently.

One time my dream actually had characters from my story in it and it has given me a few ideas for settings, and the other time there was this cool way of attacking that i think i will adapt and actually put in my story. :D

I haven't been writing at all recently cos i've had way too much on my mind, so maybe this is my brain's way of telling me to get back to it!

I think that's all for now.