AJ

AJ's blog.

Matt's blog.

AJ asked me to write this post for him, since he might not be blogging for a while and wants you guys to know what has happened to him... at least until boyfriend Matt fills us in, and i don't know how long that will be.

AJ and me have been talking for a few days, and he hasn't been in the best of places recently. He's been having an incredibly hard time, and there's been a lot of bad stuff going on in his life, a lot of which he hasn't blogged about, and unfortunately he blames himself for all of it.

He's been having strong suicidal thoughts recently, and unfortunately it has gotten to the point where he will be going to the hospital where he can be looked after. Pam has made him go just then, and Matt will be meeting them there.

He wants you to know that he is okay at least, and he didn't hurt himself yet... although i know we're all going to be worried about him anyway...

I know i have been.

And he is a much-loved part of our community.

And we all hope and pray that he feels better soon.

Keep an eye out for updates on Matt's blog.

I love you AJ.

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