Wednesday, December 17, 2008


AJ's blog.

Matt's blog.

AJ asked me to write this post for him, since he might not be blogging for a while and wants you guys to know what has happened to him... at least until boyfriend Matt fills us in, and i don't know how long that will be.

AJ and me have been talking for a few days, and he hasn't been in the best of places recently. He's been having an incredibly hard time, and there's been a lot of bad stuff going on in his life, a lot of which he hasn't blogged about, and unfortunately he blames himself for all of it.

He's been having strong suicidal thoughts recently, and unfortunately it has gotten to the point where he will be going to the hospital where he can be looked after. Pam has made him go just then, and Matt will be meeting them there.

He wants you to know that he is okay at least, and he didn't hurt himself yet... although i know we're all going to be worried about him anyway...

I know i have been.

And he is a much-loved part of our community.

And we all hope and pray that he feels better soon.

Keep an eye out for updates on Matt's blog.

I love you AJ.



Aek said...

Hey, I'm new to your blog. I've skimmed a few posts here and there, but I'll read it from the beginning I swear (I just need to finish with finals first)!

Thanks a lot for updating us all. I wish AJ would confide in us a bit more. I understand how it goes.

naturgesetz said...

Thanks for the update.

I said a bit more on AJ's blog in response to your comment there.

Planetx_123 said...

I've been really worried about him and I'm glad that Pam is involved and he is getting some help. He is a great part of this community, and I care very much about him--as I know all of us do.

Thanks mboy for keeping us posted. I look forward to happy, playful AJ telling us about his great day and how much he loves matt... reading his blog (and yours) is such a high point in my day! I love you both, and hope everything works out well.


Doomed but cheerful! said...

Thank you. Send AJ and Matt my love.

Poisoned Happiness said...

Good he have Matt next to him, Pam to help him and also you as a best online friend. That proves online friendship can me as strong as real one.

I hope AJ will be back soon, I know I'll be thinking of him all the time. Be strong AJ!

Brass Matt said...

I just want to publicly thank Mirrorboy for what he did for AJ last night.

It is truly wonderful that he had a friend like you who cared so much about him and just kept on talking to him.

He (and I too) owe you so much and you should be so proud of yourself for what you did.

Everyone should give Mirrorboy a big pat on the back.

We love you.


Seth said...

Thanks m-boy for being able to help matt and AJ during their difficult period, for keeping us updated, and for being a really great kid!!


naturgesetz said...

God bless you, mirrorboy.

Poisoned Happiness said...

Who didn't see before that Mirrorboy is great person, with strong but kind personality, with so much love to give and get must be blind. I wish I had a friend like Mirrorboy, AJ is very lucky person.

Anonymous said...

Mirrorboy was the person who stuck with AJ (online) while Matt was at the gig. He was able to somehow convince AJ to call Matt.