Monday, March 23, 2009

I Will Survive.


Feeling a bit better.

The issues i have about myself - they're things i can work on with the psychologists i'm seeing. They're gonna take a long time to deal with properly but i've got a lot of time to give and i'm doing the best i can under tough circumstances.

Someone i could just hold would probably help a lot and squish a lot of my worries, unfortunately i just haven't found anyone yet. :/

My social skills are pretty crap so i've got a long way to go. :/!

I should say thanks for all the support though (comments and some of those masssssivve emails lol). I'm glad i've got you guys to lean on. I dunno where i'd be without you.

I was looking back on something blog-related i said a while ago by chance, and some of the stuff i was talking about really related to me. I said something along the lines of everyone has the ability to be happy and there is a solution to every problem you could possibly have, and people should stop worrying about things they can't change and focus more on the positive etc. etc.

If only i could take my own advice sometimes...

I went to the gay youth group again today. The people there are really funny and nice and we're doing some cool stuff. Unfortunately the meetings won't be back on for a few weeks until after the Easter break. :/

Anyways the woman who runs it is really helpful and caring. After the meeting was over we talked about school and stuff and she said that if i ever need to talk i could call her anytime. (I know a lot of you were asking if i had anyone i could talk to in real life if i needed to, so the answer is yes.)

BY THE WAYYYYYY I'm heading down to Melbourne for a few days around Easter time! :O

I love Melbourne. It's where i'm going to move as soon as i'm old enough. What's good now is the fact i'll get a break from this place for a while. Mum even says i can meet up with a few people down there too! ...Only if i already know you online though. No pedos suddenly raising their hands are gonna get a visit from me. lol

That's enough for now. My mind's going all over the place and i keep making spelling mistakes. :/



James said...

*is happy for you*

Hey, you're allowed to have down times and bad days like the rest of us. As long as you're not harming yourself, and as long as you're coming out of it eventually, that's what matters.

And props on having that woman to talk to!

Tombi04 said...

Have I ever told you how proud of you I am? It's great to see you're dealing with stuff.

~kiwi said...

Good man, you're on the right track.

Keep those positive thoughts winning buddy. As James says, you sure are allowed to have those down days, but just keep remembering that it *will* get betterer.

Yay for the youth group and Melbourne. Hope you have a fantabulous time down there.

And btw, your mum is TOTALLY cool. :)

AJCon89 said...

*wishes he lives in Melbourne

lol... miss you

PoisonedHappiness said...

Wow, you have friends at Melbourne :O That's nice and very supportive of your mom. Really, you are lucky. But you should visit Sydney :P

Oh, and you are one more step ahead of me - I still have nobody to talk to in real life :(

cvn70 said...


i only wish i lived in melbourne and wo ever those lucky people are give him a hug for me, is it too late for me to move there :)

live one day at a time and one step at a time and soon the day will arrive when you can live where you want and how you want

take care and be safe


Mr. HCI said...

I am sooooo happy to see you more upbeat again!

Aek said...

^_^ I'm glad you're perking up again (pun not intended). The feeling of revived happiness is a great feeling after being down for a while.

Mr McCabbage said...

Relieved, happy for you :) May you know ease of well being.

naturgesetz said...


To realize that the unhappy feelings will pass, can also help you get through them.

And BTW, 'm not a professional so I don't know for sure, but from what I've heard, these passing unhappy moods don't sound like clinical depression. As I understand it, depression doesn't just go away.

Anyway, glad you're feeling better, and glad you'll have a nice break from the routine at Easter.


Deadwing said...

I'm really, really glad you're feeling better. :D And your trip to Melbourne sounds awesome. It's too bad i won't be in Melbourne over Easter. :( I'm extremely jealous of the people lucky enough to get to meet you in real life.


xthecouragex said...

I'm really happy things are going better for you. Keep your chin up buddy.

I really wish I lived in Melbourne too lol.

And as far as your comment on my blog, I will always find time for that ;)

Sorry this is short, but i'm in between classes. Hopefully talk to you soon.

love yoouuuu lol =)

Anonymous said...

It is good to see that you recognize that there will be ups and downs in life. Just deal with them individually and then let them rolls off your shoulders. I know you can do it. later Jayson

Randy said...

Awesome man,

welcome back!

I told you talking to someone helps, keep your chin up... stop thinking to much, throw caution to the wind and have a good fucking time in Melbourne

Col said...

It's good to hear that you understand it's going to take time to deal with your issues, and also that you're prepared to take the time to do it. Well done, great attitude!

Lol! If we all took our own advice we'd be much happier, but advice is a lot easier to dish out than it is to follow.

Have a wonderful time in Melbourne, and thanks for the welcome back message.

Take care,

Col said...

Btw, thanks for the promotion on your blog-list ladder! :)

pinstripe said...

haha =]

I have some cool ideas. But they're not that cool. But they're sort of cool. Depends on how long you're here for. ^_^ said...

My job requires me to travel a lot. The worst of it is that then I have to go to sleep without being hugged by my man. I can deal without the sex, but not being hugged is just awful.

I wish you a good time in Melbourne.