Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Oh Hai!

Sorry i haven't been posting much. Frankly i have better things to do. :P But i figured it was time for an update. :) I know how me being happy makes you guys happy/jealous and spiteful. :D

It's funny how after all the struggles me and Bitboy had to go through to get here, things ended up working out... perfectly. He really brightens up my life. He gets along really well with my Mum and Grandma, and the cats don't mind him - Tiger just wants BB to feed him, and Jemima has already decided that she owns him, so she'll let him stay.

I can never tell myself that i'm unloveable any more. I can no longer say that i'm incapable of having a relationship, or being happy. BB loves me for who i am and that is something i thought i would never have. Also him being here has done a lot for my self esteem. Many of the things that i used to hate about myself i now don't even think about. He has helped me to feel normal, and sometimes even special.

Not to mention that i can now say i've loved and been loved. I can say i've been snuggled and held and hugged and kissed (even if kisses are gross). And there's also the sorts of things i wouldn't dare repeat here. :P I can wake up in the morning and open my eyes to see a (cute) boy laying next to me. It's quite pleasant, to say the least. :) And whenever i want to i can have someone to wrap my arms (and legs sometimes) around. :P



Things are going well, really well. I'm happy, genuinely happy for the first time in many months.

Dunno what else to say. :)

27 comments:

gerry said...

sounds like all is well in your world well done cause you deserve to feel loved , hey we all do

Tombi04 said...

D'awww, it's great to see everything's going great for you guys.

Love you.

Octavius said...

I am truly happy for you.

Octavius.

John said...

Damn it I TOLD YOU ! Did`nt I ?
Yes, your day has come !

3 cheers for MB !
Hip hip hurray !
Hip hip horray !
Hip hip horray !

May I ask ? Will he be staying there with you ?
I mean like permitly, sorta ?

As long as your Happy I am !!!!

Mirrorboy said...

He goes home on the 15th. lol

Aaron said...

Wow! That is a really long time! :)

I read this post and just had to go, "D'awww" :)

I cannot be happier for you, Mboy - and you know how much I genuinely wants you to be happy!

AJCon89 said...

Awww thats soooo cute :-P

and yeah... we have all been telling you this forever... lol

I am so glad you are happy and that it all worked out for you...

love you babe.

Peace,
AJ

Hypnos said...

I'm so happy for you. Enjoy that moments as much as you can...

Pilgrim said...

I liked especially the part with the cats! :-) Propz Pilgrim

Micky said...

It's lovely - and to anyone else who ever has any doubts that having someone to call your own is an achievable and lovely thing - you don't have to take Pete and my word for it now - you can ask Mboy and he'll tell you

You really don't know how happy it makes me to be able to write that!

Peter said...

mawww ^_^

WkBoy714 said...

Blah, :)
ohmygosh..
you are indeed a lucky boy. A huge jump up, it might feel like to you, but one you deserve :)

It's great he can stay for so long. And that you can love and be loved. Even that the cats and your mum accepts him is just, wow. The things you describe just sound magical :) I'm glad you have them.

Thanks for remembering us

Anonymous said...

im soooo happy for you ! XD altho iam a bit jealous... okay a LOT jeaLOUS XD. i just love happy ending! (im tearing up T_T )

Ethan said...

I'm jealous just a bit but based on what I have read on your blog (which I still need to find sometime to catch up still) you deserve all the happiness and love you can ever get.

I still think their is something wrong if you think kiss are gross

Hope said...

Hi Hi. ^.^

Im Hope. I like to go and find random blogs that are amazing. And I found your and thought it was very kewl.

I also have a lot of friends that are friends with you.SO I thought it would interesting to meet you as well. =]

Hope-

Tyler said...

:)

now that you're in a positive position... dont forget about us here, and the many bloggers who are currently where you used to be

J said...

The sun is shines bright in Austrailia today, and the moon by night.

Ryan said...

Congrats on love! It is nice to see someone who truly deserves it to experience true happiness. Enjoy it and may you and BB have a long, happy and exciting relationship!

Lots of love,
Ryan

xthecouragex said...

I am SO SO SO happy for you :)

enjoy the time you two have together you certainly deserve it.

I don't understand how someone could be spiteful of this but then again I'm extremely happy for you.

Love you boy :)

Aek said...

:-D

I'm glad everything's working out and that you're truly happy. That's always good to hear. ^_^

I hope things'll be okay for him (and you) when he finally goes home though.

Seth said...

Frankly, Scarlet... you should be doing those better things!! And enjoy every minute of it.

:)

cvn70 said...

Mboy

Well im happy you are realizing the world aint such a bad place you just have to find the right people to have in it

Couldnt be more happier unless say you came on MSN:) take care and be safe my friend

Bob

BitBoy said...

Oh my god, how am i possibly going to top that blog post? :O guess thats why you are no.1! :)
Im happy ur happy, but you already know that and i love, just as much as you do, being with you.
Thankyou for letting me be a part of your world mboy <3

AGENTK007 said...

kudos. well deservd hapiness. BOTH of u

Anonymous said...

Well done Mboy. We're all happy for you, but kissing is gross!?????????????? This might need some explaining.

Confused.

John.

oldmidhurstian said...

I'm really happy for both of you. Glad it didn't take you quite as long as it did me to find out that love is worth working for.

All the best
Love
Mac

Keith said...

Happy for you, and my cat says Hi too!