Wednesday, May 5, 2010

It's Over.

He broke up with me while we were lying in bed, the night before he was due to head back home. He left 4 hours ago to catch the train and i doubt i'll see him again.

He thinks he would be happier with a girl.

37 comments:

Rowan said...

Sorry to hear that mboy :(

Hugs,
Rowan

Landyn said...

what the fuck? :(

dpking19 said...

omg love i am so sorry .. and here if you need to talk that was kind a jerk mood ... hang in there for all ur readers and not only that but yourself Love <~Peter~>

Planetx_123 said...

oh Mboy-- Im so sorry to hear that buddy :-( *big hug*

Hey if you need some additional e-companionship I highly recommend getting on twitter. There is a number of people from the blogworld on there, and it makes for nice company :-)

So sorry.

Much Love,
Steve

nobody said...

Oh, fucking Hell, how awful! I'm so sorry!

I know you're hurting, but you know now that you are worthy of love, and it will find you again.

Try to treasure your memories of the happy times with bitboy, and be glad that he broke it off sooner than later, if he's not 100% sure he can handle a same-gender relationship.

*a million hugs*

nobody said...

Follow-up to my comment from a moment ago:

bitboy may get home and realize he made a mistake. Perhaps he was steeling himself for not seeing you again for a long time by trying to excise you from his life, rather than wait.

It's also possible his crummy family is pressuring him more than he can take.

I know neither of those possibilities lessens the pain.

*a million more hugs*

Tommy said...

Hey. I'm sorry to hear that you broke up. I hope you're alright.

Callen said...

:( how are you feeling? all i can tell you is that if you're hurting, or if you're confused, all of it will pass. time heals all wounds. the sucky part is the waiting...waiting for the day when you no longer think about him.
i wish you the best.

Old Midhurstian said...

I'm so sorry to hear that. Stay strong

Love
Mac

AJCon89 said...

Fuck... sorry dude...

*massive hug*

That really sucks... fuck...

Email or MSN me if you wanna talk babe.

Love you and stay strong.

Crash said...

I'm so sorry to hear that. You're young, though. You'll find many other special people, trust me. Unfortunately they'll all be hard to let go of but you'll have to will yourself through it.

Later in life you'll remember the good times and smile and you'll see it was all worth it. For now, just hang in there and tough it out. You'll be happy and make someone else happy again soon.

Lotf said...

i feel i wanna criticise him, but i won't. u luved him afterall.

*hugz*

he's missin out. he might be back, just don't be angry. rememba good u had with him n look forward :)

J said...

It's interesting that he waited until the last day to tell you before he hitched up his trowsers and split. I suspect this change in preference will last until he gets horny again. You can wait it out and see what happens, but only you know whether you can sustain the emotional turmoil involved. Remember, MBoy, that you have survived worse situations in your short life, and these things are altogether normal. What is most interesting to me is that you are so much more mature than Bitboy is, because you know what you are and he doesn't.

Oliver said...

:(

Hope said...

Ohhh hun,

Thats terrible. >.<

I am soo sorry. Im sure..some good may come out of it later..Im sure it hurts now...

*hug*

I'm sorry.

Stay strong.

Hope-

Kringe said...

I'm so sorry to hear that Mboy, I'm going through something similar. If you ever want to talk my email is on my blog.

Love and Hugs
Kringe

goleftatthefork said...

he's wrong - won't be happier with a girl (trust me on that one) - and once he realizes he lost you - that makes him twice as unhappy...

Slave Simon said...

Sadness...

Hugggggs...

Spastic Fantastic said...

:(
sorry Mboy
keep your chin up, I know you'll be ok.

*hugs*

Aek said...

:-( *HUGS*

That really sucks to hear. It's hard to know exactly what's going on in his head at that moment, I'm sure he still cares about you.

There's always the risk of breakup in any relationship, but better sooner than later. As some already said, remember the good, and let go of the bad.

Just remember, it's not your fault. And it's probably not really his fault either. Don't even think about beating yourself up over it all.

Seth said...

*super big quiet solemn hugs*

I'm sorry hun. But you were lucky to have him in your life... and you'll find another and move on in time. Don't get toodepressed by that - you're young and have quite a lot ahead of you.

*more hugs*

MartininBroda said...

I'm realy sorry for you. And Steve (Planetx_123) is right, this twitter companionship he mentioned could be helpful sometimes. Best wishes.

Kevin Wilson said...

I am very sorry that this has happened to you. Disappointed that Bboy broke up with you the way he did and I hope he gets to tell his side of the story on his blog before people start attacking him in a show of support for you.

You have a lot of support here so I'm sure that when you feel like venting, there will be a lot of shoulders for you to cry on.

Brave heart matey.

Just said...

I am sorry Mboy. I hope you are hanging in there. I hope you don't let this make you backtrack to much. I know it is hard. But I believe there is better out there for you. Wishing you comfort and the ability to seek others. The first one is always the hardest to get through.

Forsaken03 said...

I'm so sorry,

omochan said...

wow... i don't even know what to say to that.... *hug* i know we don't talk much, but i'm around if you ever do want to talk.

cvn70 said...

Mboy

Hugs i am sorry to hear this but I know it wont be your last love. Give yourself a little time and i hope you keep your self on track.

It will hurt for a bit but you are a strong man now

tae care and be safe

bob

naturgesetz said...

This must really hurt. And unfortunately, it probably will keep hurting for a while. So don't try to stop feeling as you do. Just let your emotions take their course.

I'm sorry he hurt you like that.

*hugs*

Always horny gay boy said...

Hands across the water bud feel the heat from my hand and you will feel the love from my heart. His loss is our gain you waited and lusted for him for so long and he done that to you . I hope his dick drops off and his nose turns into a fanny. Your the good guy and good guys always shine through. The best has still to come in your life dont look back look Forward and you will find happiness
Eddie

Jason Shaw said...

Harsh as hell. Sending you loads of hugs. It's so tough.

Mind you, my ex dumped me on an email!

That was harsh.

Seth said...

*hugs* just checking in to make sure you are ok

Key said...

sorry to hear that :(

My Time said...

I'm so sorry to hear that. Hope you are well and that everything works out for you x T

Jeremy said...

D:! *hugs for a long time*

Dean Grey said...

Mirrorboy!

My heart sank when I read this post.

I'm very sorry to hear this but us older gays have been down this road many times before.

I had my heart smashed several weeks ago myself and I was DEVASTATED at first and thought I'd never survive it but I am.

Day by day I make it through and you will too!

Hang tight!

-Dean

Adithya said...

Hmmm..I am sorry to hear that..Few line post.I know how it feels.

Omega the End said...

I'm so sorry to hear that. One day you'll meet a great guy who won't go for anyone else.